what a morning.

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yesterday was an interesting day for me. it ended on a really good note with practice for tomorrow's show but it started off so crummy. when i woke up, i found a very unpleasant surprise waiting for me outside. it had nothing to do with anything i did, it was just someones idea of a good time, i guess. i won't go into detail because it was so disturbing...my stomach is still in knots over it. it influenced a great deal of my day mostly because it reminded me that people are not good. i am not saying we aren't nice or loving and caring. we so are. but people are not always these things and sometimes they are the complete opposite and that is always a downer.
i like people a lot. i love to see people help people out. for example, yesterday i attended a meeting where they spoke about an orphanage in africa started by a few folks from the states. they are doing great things there.
BUT when people are capable of doing bad things to other people, it is a real heart breaker:/ i had a very heavy heart yesterday. i guess i forgot how terrible we are capable of being to one another...it was a reminder of something i never want to be. cruel, hateful, ignorant, unthoughtful.
i am a lot better today. thank the Lord for forgiveness. i am not always a master at it but after a long night, my heart is a bit more relieved.
we should all strive to be as far away from those things as possible. things are already pretty bad in most parts, we don't need to make things worse...we should be working to make things lovelier.