this guy...
by and so it is...


these past two weeks or so have been sort of nightmareish in a couple ways not all and not having zack here has been difficult at times so much so that it has left me feeling awfully frustrated. last night we talked for a while and at the end of the conversation i just felt so grateful. that he is a real man. so kind, so understanding, and so loving. his love for me just leaves me speechless and grateful. and i cant wait to not have to be across the US from him. good men are hard to find, it is true, so i am so glad i caught a great one;)