9/11

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today i woke up at 5 am like i normally do. the only thing that was different was that i thought about this day a few years ago when many people perished due to hatred. just thinking about it grieved my heart. the thought that humanity is capable of such things.
i got to work and it was pretty normal until one of our regulars came in. sometimes, i am think this lady either really doesn't like people or she is having a bad day...just about everyday. and it got me to thinking that we need to start being nicer. i think it is normal to have bad days. we all have them and that is just the truth. but maybe we can just not let it out on other people. you know, take care of the issue and move right along. i am trying to do this when i feel a bad day coming or when it has arrived and i need to do the get over it part.
also we should try to like each other more. maybe not look at the surface things and go down a bit deeper so we can truly appreciate humanity. i like the sound of that.
i am so glad that we are all different and that i am able to enjoy so many different characteristics that people have to offer. i would be so awfully miserable if everyone was like me. not because i think so terribly of myself but because people have so much to offer...so much beyond me.
i had a really long day today. i worked for eight hours. shopped for paint. painted until about 7:30 and am finally home...and ready for bed:) i hope you all have a super weekend. i work in the morning...paint...bridal shower...and bed. sunday will be super but i will tell you about it when i get there:)