quick thought...a little scattered perhaps:)

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this has to be one of the loveliest songs. i think the lyrics, they are just a perfect love song. one that we should sing to our sweet Jesus daily. i just think He must long to hear us say i am your, i am yours, i am your forever. i really believe this, more so, i think i just know it is true in the core of my heart. i listened to it a few times and it just made me all teary. this morning i was sitting in my advisory and i was able to have the sweetest conversations with one of the sweetest gals ever. and she said something so nice. basically, that all the pieces fit for me being here, in the classroom. and i believe it. it is one of those things. one of those things we don't really believe. that if we just surrender, He will meet our needs. we suck at really believing that. because life happens and well, sometimes we just don't have time to go there or we just choose not to or whatever. which is fine. to each his/her own. for me, well, i need that. i need that surrender. i need to just know that i DON'T need to be in control because luckily there is someone out there who actually knows what He's doing and he's got me covered:)
these past few weeks have been sort of earth shaking for me. for a couple reasons. big ones. God has just shown Himself so clearly in so many undeniable ways. well, i guess if someone chose to deny it they could, i can't. i don't know, my heart just feels grateful, full, hopeful. it is nice. long awaited. `
yesterday during 7th period, something pretty amazing happened. in a classroom of 15 people, including myself, we were able to sing happy birthday to one special gal in ELEVEN different languages. i don't think i will ever forget that. that was such a special moment. like i said, i am so grateful:) really looking forward to going home in just a little over one week. see ya soon:)