walking next to you...

we all struggle with things in life and i am not exempt. lately, to be honest, i feel like all of my life struggles are surfacing and i find myself having these out loud conversations with God asking why? i know a million people like to tell me He is in control and you know, i am fully aware of that. to be even more honest, in all the chaos, i have never known more how in control He really is and how without control I am. but that doesn't lighten my load. i feel like it started with one thing and that revealed lots more.

so, insecurities. sometimes things come around and insecurities are revealed. and i think that is ok and necessary.