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by and so it is...
this. will ya? jeez louise, what a day. it was packed with headaches, earaches, and a million other things but it was good regardless. i am so ready for what this week will bring. i am so ready for what the weekend will bring. i just am ready...
for a while now i have been thinking about how funny life is. through conversations i have had with some of my dearest friends, whether by phone or by skype or by email or in person, a lot is becoming clear and that is something i am grateful for. sometimes we just get into fogs and we get stupid and the Lord has to grab us by the hand and pull. sometimes we try to be too strong and forget that when we are weak, He is strongest. so He has to remind us. and He does. He is never far. actually, He is always right there it is just that sometimes, we tend to seperate ourselves from Him for one reason or another. sometimes it is bitterness or anger or hurt or whatever, the list can go on and on but it isn't worth it. the truth is He is always near, we push Him, not the other way around. and yet, He is not too far even when we push. that is one thing i have been most grateful for in these past few months. my friend kim said some very profound things to me in these past couple days. things that have only encouraged me to think even further. and to understand that God has so many beautiful things in store for me and that nothing, not even myself, can take that away. i can sometimes slow it down, and sometimes He needs to slow things down for His purpose, but God is God, and He is bigger than my shortcomings, my inabilities, all of it. HE and He alone is capable of making all things new, beautiful, good.
good night:)
